Job start

Ending my first week at work after I have been home about one year. Well, how does it feel? Fine, I must say but on the other hand it feels like I have abandoned Marie and the kids.
"Feel how my heart is pounding", Elliot has been saying lately. This does not have to do with pah, but never the less, I am worrying. Winter time is hard on people with pah and yes, Elliot is more tired. Sometimes it feels like being tired is a constant condition for him and maybe it is. Olle is now in the same kindergarden as Elliot and it feels fine that they have each other during day time.
I have not heard from the swedish pah association but hopefully there will be a start up meeting before springtime.